2005-04-18

4 days ago.... i was there watching the basketball b boys national finals.... i saw you there playing, i stood there in awe and envy, you were at that stage which i wanted to be on, there were so many feelings rushing through me at that point, hoping that you would win. Hoping for a miracle that you and your team could beat unity secondary, wishing that instead of unity i would be there playing against you, National champs, you acheived what both of us set out to do. i cheered in the crowd, as you led your team, calm and compose you appeared, but i could feel the adrenaline pumping in your blood. For just one time, i want to reach that stage, i want to play against you. Wishing for a miracle, a dream, that i can acheive if only i tried. I promised you that i will be there when its time, then we shall see.

Back to the present, think life is finally reverting back to normal, starting to enjoy it again??? BUT DIE LAH....ON WEDNESDAY ITS GOING TO BE SO LONELY WITHOUT JIONG GUANG AND WEI LUN *sniffs* (more of jg he more crappy) Sec 1 interview going to start soon.... going to have fun with them. Just learnt today i have to be speech day MC reserve??? Hiyah.....dont want do must keep on stay back for rehearsal then got lun dont need me one lor. Friends chalet in june... hope it will be fun, but no drastic measures, dont want to get mr yong into trouble, and he is a great teacher.... Respect him a lot. I do mean A LOT, erm more than i respect any other teacher. If i ever be a teacher, he would be a role model for life.... and thats all folks, signing out...Ronald