2005-04-13

hehheh.... The entries in the previous diary are about wei lun and the other is a primary school friend lah JASLYN....hahaha. Anyway today was an uneventful day, nothing special just another usual day boring and etc etc. Okay go straight to two people/ friends i wanna talk about.... Names like usual would only be revealed in the next entry...hee hee like to keep people in suspense.

Not bad... impress with you as a friend, but sometimes what i say aint really what is the truth...read underneath the underneath, read between the lines. I lie to you because i have to, not because i want to, some things are better not learnt. I dont know, think really got to know you this year... been a great friend, happy having you as a friend, some things i cant share with you though, cause those are stuff i got to settle myself, its my problem not yours. Treasure this friendship, that i tell to thee for i myself do treasure it.....

Ok, time to move on, next person. Great guy, hehheh. Like me very headstrong, a bit pampered yeah? Had our differences surely, but then its natural, cause we are 2 separate entities, special in our own cause, thus differences in opinions surely occur. Like what i said above, great friend, maybe recently things have been going downhill, awkard too? Dont know what you think...But on another note maybe i never did. You are you, thats why you are special to me, remember what i told you about a certain someone....dont you think he has a special charisma, he attracts the people around him. And hoping that we stay friends, treasure this friendship for life, every little thing done leaves an impact no matter how big or small.....

Yeah taken what i was told into consideration, its a fact yeah.... Will try to change, or rather i will change.

Remembering a story from greek mythology. I opened Pandora's box, all that would harm and destroy this world came out from it, the sins, the greed, and yet last of all there was the thing they called hope, you couldnt see it, hear it, or feel it, yet you knew its presence was there, and that was hope.

I shattered the glass with my bare fist, now the pieces are imbedded in my fist, but yet now that i think of it, if we tried, this could be more than what was there past, for like pandora's box, the last of which came was hope. And hope i have in thee, and i hope in thee to trust in me.